Post by MELISSA KENNETH}} on Aug 20, 2009 19:30:11 GMT -6
Melissa Marie Kenneth
TODAY IS THE DAY[/color]
8.20.09 ; confused kinda sad.[/color][/font]
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I'm not much into journals or diaries but I guess I'm gonna need to rant somewhere, I can't keep it all inside or let it out to someone they just don't understand. Sometimes I wish that I were somewhat invisable so then I wouldn't have to deal with the issues of this world, I could go anywhere carelessly and without a thought to it. But, no. I have to be like everyone else or so I thought, parents can be such douches, I honestly can't stand another minute being blamed for something that I don't even know what the hell I did. I don't know how to describe anything anymore its like I can't do anything, I'm glad that my dad and my mom divorced I sorry to say but I just hate him. &+ her not much better at the moment, I'm glad that she is never home anymore to busy at work and god knows what else.
Sure your gonna say, one day you'll regret your words Mel
well seriously shut up. I seriously doubt I will, I'm not one to take back words and I'm not about to right now. I've had enough and I just wish I could enjoy life like I pretend to everyday. I'm not a bitch, well can be but not now and I know I have some pretty awesome friends there for me but its hard for them to understand. They all seem to have perfect lives without a care in the world and a go lucky attitude that I try and perfect everyday and so far I'm doing good but I hate it. I'm tired of acting like nothings wrong, I'm tired of doing everything I'm told this year I'm going to have fun and I plan on doing it.
Anyways, lets move onto something good in my life as I said I want to start new and there is a couple new things I want to talk about with you diary. Wow, that sounded gay what ever who gives a shit its not like no ones going to read this now are they? I met the most hottest guy every, blonde blue eyes amazing body and he's a rider god he's crazy good looking. He's got an amazing personality too, I don't know if I'm falling for him quite yet but I'm close to it, maybe if I spend more time with him we could be more than just buddies, friends, pals. Then again there are a couple few guys around the stables and town too, god what the hell do I do?
love you lots;[/b]
Melissa
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today, you used a fabulous diary
page from (PEACE) POLICE ! at
CAUTION 2.0! and guess what?
you HAVE to leave the credit on
or else evil monkeys with red ey
es and rotten teeth will attack y
ou in your sleep, and that won't
be any fun, will it? k thx bye <3[/color][/font]
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